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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Flying Cars Everyone?






Hot topic Peeps,


Yesterday i was caught in bad traffic..as it was rainning heavily in Kuala Lumpur.I was thinking " i wish i could fly".
And today on my way to work, while listening to FLY FM they were talking bout the flying cars.yeah baby, a car with two sets of wings.and it cst around 760,000 Ringgit Malaysia only.ONLY???way toooooooooooooooo expensive for me.
For now i just can dream about it.Can u imagine travelling to every where in this whole by our own car?No need to buy flght tickects anymore.Bakrupla MAS dan seangkatan dengannya.
No more hassle in the taffic but we might caught in the air traffic?hehehehehe.Cant imagine when that times come.






here are couple of picas of the fliying cars.......till the next entry.... chao.....















Love= ????

Hallu peeps.....

Savely arrived at the office....
Today on my way to work..i was thinking about first love.Surely everyone must have their own experienced about this.U know, First love memories was indeed such a sweet thing.Because that time we open ourself 100% to a stranger and gave ourself commitment 100%.

My first love?

Started when i was 18.....yup sweet 18.It happenned to be when i was still studying in matriculation center.Let me called him as "H".He was totally an angel, sweet and kind hearted.I was so deeply in love with him..u know orang baru bercinta surely angau kan..hehehhe.But of course in every relationship there must be obstacles ...hmmm sadly to say it was my fault.

Yeah buruk and hudoh kalu seseorang perempuan merosakkan sesebuah hubungan rite.Thats our culture perseption.If lelaki yang merosakkan sesebuah hubungan itu..well people will say oh tak ade jodoh nak buat macam mana.

We made up untill two years but when i made to university everything has changed.Since i got Up north university so called University Merata Perlis(thats other name tho.hehehehe.Its actually unversity malaysia perlis) i found another man.Yes.It was not meant to be like that.
This i didnt planned as i already got myself a future with H.Because of me i ripped his heart and tore it in pieces.I admit this is my fault and I sould bear this thing towards the end of my life.
This man that ruined everything happened to be my current husband now...but after alot of circumtances and obstacles pluss the unsual experienced that i had to gone through ......fuh finally we got a son now.Maybe thats what people meant by kalu ade jodoh takkan kemana.....

To H, i knew it was my fault but i never failed to pray for your happinness every time when i was thinking bout u.U deserved the best.Untuk setiap yang berlaku there must be a reason.And To people outthere, If u ever face experienced like me, Dont 100% blame your self.Kadang-kadang it was meant to teach us a lesson so thatwe never forget HIM, The AlMIGHTY.

Between me and current husband A, our relationship is more towards completing each other life.He truly showed that he deserved me more after he could bare all my maki hamun( yes peeps i selalu memaki hamun dia because of my break ups with my first.Berdosanya aku ...,)
Tho there is no such thing of sweet and smoochy talk between me and A, everytime he came here and meet us(me and son),He tried his very best to complete our needs.

I still remembered when i admit at the hospital to give birth to our son, he cleaned the house fed my furkids,make sure me got everything that i need in the hospitals.He even slept at the parking lot ..coz government hospital does not allowed husbands to come and accompany their wives.

Mungkin pada pandangan mata kasar itu biasa jer and mungkin sedikit jika dibandingkan dengan pasangan lain.But still he tried his very best.


So peeps terimala pasangan anda seadanye.Tidak perlu dibandingkan dengan org lain kerana kita selalu alpa ape yang ade di depan mata.Lumrah manusia apabila yang didepan mata tiada barulah kita rasa kehilangannya.Sentiasa bersyukur dengan segala nikmat yang diberikan ,nescaya mendapat balasan DARI YANG ESA.....

Syurga seorng isteri terletak di tapak kaki suaminya..DAn mudah-mudahan KU menjadi seorang isteri yg solehah .......amin.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Everyday is special

Morning peeps...

Bersiaran dr meja kantor ku yang amatla semak mata memandang....

Pertama-tamanya...syukur diberi peluang untuk bernafas di bumi ALLAH ini, anak terunaku sihat dan senyum sentiasa....Alhamdullilah......

Since Azryl appeared in my life, the cycle of my daily routine changed 100%.Even my behaviour or act ...was so motherly..The way i think, the way i talk...I think i grown up so much...just because of the sweet angel ..azryl....


Babies are so amazing...everyday there will be something different that would caught your eye attention...


Whenever Azryl smile, my heart melted to the max.huhuhuhu.

When i gave him baby's rice he ate it with joy and happiness.Whenever i bathed him, he will jump like crazy in the sink.He loves water so much.







I could stared at him hours without doing anything....Seeing him grown up infront of my eyes make me feel complete.










Before i end this entry here are couple of picas and video during last weekend.Captured by munti my sister.(munti is her other name beside ain..heheheheh)














video

Friday, June 25, 2010

Azryl lullaby

hush ...hush darling...my angel is going to the dreamland...

smile my angel as tomorrow beautiful sunshine awaits u.......


Dreams of shooting stars and play wif the moon...


U are my honey bun , sugar plum,

pumpi yam keen , your my sweetie pie,

u my cuppycakes gum drops ,

u are the apple of my eye,

there u go prince, u are 4 months now and two teeths coming up soon and here is the video when u sang your own lullaby before u going to sleep yesterday...(please ignore mummy's face)
video

Anak

Syahdu sungguh di pagi hari ini...Jumaat...hari azryl anakku selamat dilahirkan kedunia menerusi pembedahan ceaserean....Hari ini hari jumaat juga aku bergelar sebagai seorang ibu.

Ku gembira kerana ku mempunyai anak yang cukup sempurna sifatnya, yang sihat tubuh badannya tapi disatu sudut dunia, ada yang bersedih kerna kehilangan anak kecil yang tidak sempat melihat dunia...entri ini masih berkisahkan seorang bidadari kecil bernama Alanna Qish.
Entahla walau ku tak pernah berjumpa dengannya, dengan hanya menjadi silent reader,dan mengikuti perkembangannya,ku terasa dia bagaikan anakku sendiri.Setiap kali ku menatap gambarnya pasti air mata ini mencurah curah ..tak tertahan olehku..Alanna mengajar aku erti sebuah kasih sayang.Alanna mengajar ku erti pengorbanan seorang ibu terhadap anak nya ......
Setiap kali ku tatap wajah anakku azryl , setiap kali itulah ku sedekahkan alfatihah buat alanna...
Ku berjanji ke atas diriku sendiri agar mendidik azryl untuk menjadi seorang pemimpin yang baik.bertatasusila, berhemah tinggi.....tinggi sungguh cita-cita ku terhadap azryl.

Azryl sayang......kasih mummy terhadapmu tak pernah berbelah bahagi.Setiap kali mummy teringatkan mu gambar azryl senantiasa tersimpan rapi di pejabat mummy.
Sayang,mummy nak kita sama-sama bersyukur diatas nikmat yang diberikan,kerana ade diantara kita tidak bernasib baik ...sentiasa merendahkan diri dan sentiasa merapatkan diri dengan TUHAN ye sayang.......


Semoga azryl, anak mummy sentiasa dilimpahi rahmat oleh YANG KUASA.Muah...mummy loves u very much

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Kasih Ibu membawa ke Syurga..

This entry is dedicated to my beloved son Azryl Daniel.




Azryl mummy bertuah kerana mummy seorang wanita yang boleh melahirkan zuriat.azryl bukti tanda kasih mummy kepada abah azryl.Betapa kami begitu gembira bila mummy disahkan mengandungkan anak lelaki iaitu kamu pada usia kandungan mummy baru 16 minggu.Deep in my heart mummy knew that u are special.Mummy feel so close to u.It seems that u understand me more then anybody else who knew me.




Sayang,




When u grow up someday , mummy want u to always bear in mind that treats other women,just like u treat your mother.Respect them.Because women is a wonderful gift that has been Given By HIM to another creature so called "MAN" to make them see other perspective of life.


No matter how bad they are, u Must respect them.




Do u know my love , wanita dijadikan dari tulang rusuk adam , bukan dari sebahagian kepala, not even a part of the foot, but the very close to the man's heart.Wanita nadi kekuatan lelaki.


Apabila seorang wanita itu telah berkahwin maka, dialah yang bertanggungjawab untuk meneruskan zuriat keluarga dengan membenarkan benih dari suami untuk bersemadi di dalam rahimnya...9 bulan sepuluh hari adalah satu jangka waktu yang agak lama sayang...at the mean time she suffered from alot of thing, morning sickness, sore feet, heart burn , cramp leg all night, but she bear all those thing because she knew that the baby is the gift.When she feel the tiny toes kick her belly she feel calm and happy..................................just like when i was pregnant of u darling...






Mummy have a high hope on u son..Mummy hope u can be the good leader someday..U are my strength everyday and my pray will always be with u.I love u so much son.


Here is a wonderful presentation that mummy's friend gave to me not so long ago..Mummy hope u will understand more why mummy wants u to appriciate WOMEN.


video

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Tersentak dari alam kealpaan...

Hari ini hari selasa,22.june.2010,

Its totally different from other morning..I dunno...somehow i could feel something will going on.
As usual i arrived at the office around 7.Its very dark as it was rainning this morning.


Usually when i arrived in the office i will straightly opened and read my emails, favourite blog, and read the news.

I love reading other people blog.It is because somethings that never occured to us , happened to them.How they were very capable of handling their problems and yet they were very strong.

One blog caught my attention.Its dedicated to late adik alanna "bidadari syurga".http://mayyonnizz.blogspot.com.The parent to adik alanna were strong.Adik alanna just passed away wo weeks ago because the unsual disesa called Gauthcher disease.
Subahannallah, i cannot stop crying.I am not that strong.


When i saw adik alanna picture, she looked so pure.....towards the end of her life she looks sooooo calm..because she knew heaven and angels waiting for her..No more pain, no more despair......

And adik alanna story really touched the very fragile part in my heart.When i think back,My tests that given by HIm is not that much.I am blessed with beautiful and handsome child ,a husband that loves me (i hope), a wonderful family.complete tho we were not as rich as other people.But the point is we were complete as one family.manusia itu mudah lupa.and i myslef in that group.Kisah adik alanna menyedarkan me that bila bila saja nikmat ini boleh ditarik OLEHNYA.Nikmat kesihatan, nikmat merasa, nikmat , mengidu, nikmat penglihatan,nikmat paras rupa,nikmat makan.....

Ya Tuhan, ampunkan hambamu ini ya Tuhanku...Dosaku seluas angkasa, namun Kau tetap berikan ku segala nikmat yang ade di atas muka bumi ini tanpa berbelah bahagi.Kau masih lagi memberi peluang kepadaku untuk kembali kepada-Mu walau aku ini penuh dengan dosa dan nista.

Tuhanku, berilah peluang kepada hamba-Mu ini untuk melakukan satu anjakan keatas dirinya walaupun cuma sejengkal aja tapaknya menuju kearah kebaikan.Akan aku cuba untuk mendidik diriku ini dan anak lelaki ku agar senantiasa merendahkan diri dan bersujud kepada-Mu tuhan.Tunjukkanalah cahaya kebaikan kepada kami sekeluarga ..

Buat adik alanna, ku tahu bahagia menantimu disana, Alfatihah buatmu serikandi syurga yang hakiki.Semoga kedua ibu bapamu terus tabah dalam meniti hari-hari tanpamu sayang.........

Monday, June 21, 2010

First solid food for little A

Hmmmm, i knew some mothers quite strict with their children in terms of given the infants solid food.Strictly 100% milk from first day till 6 month old.But not to me.Azryl development well quite fast.His first teeth alredy shown up amd according to baby center, only the baby can tell us wether they are ready or not taking the food.


Azryl first semi solid food is Bellamy's organic baby rice.It was super delicious as he ate it quite alot.Half of a tablespoon.hehehehe.


I mixed it with milk.and walla..he giggle , smilling and even shouting.hehehe.Apart from that i also gave him papaya juice.It is simple ..mashed the papaya and take the juice only.he loves it.It is to prevent the constipation of course.(oh my god i am so obssesed with this topic nowdays).And one more thing, i realized he can drink water from the spoon instead of the bottle as he always rejected it whenever i tried to gave him .Gave me headache.heheheh.But overall is is happy.
And again, its up to the parent to decide.As for my azryl..that will be his menu during lunch time.
Cant wait when he reached 6 months old.So many types of fruit and vege to discover.Hope he loves veggie just like his mummy.Behold , azryl picture after taking his first semi solid food


He likes to post wokeh!!




Till then..remember mummy loves u too much!!muah

Azryl status after the jab


Hallu peeps!!


Its monday morning and here i am on my office desks..Alot of updates news coming up ..lots to tell...regarding azryl progress, movie review, and myself update as well.

But first and foremost i would like to update azryl progress after taking the pneumococcal jab.Not just that he is also been given rotavirus oral medication as well.


What is rotavirus?

Rotavirus is one of the most common causes of diarrhea, and severe infection (rotavirus gastroenteritis) is the leading cause of severe, dehydrating diarrhea in infants and young children.


Signs and Symptoms
Kids with a rotavirus infection have fever, nausea, and vomiting, often followed by abdominal cramps and frequent, watery diarrhea. Kids may also have a cough and runny nose. As with all viruses, though, some rotavirus infections cause few or no symptoms, especially in adults.
Sometimes the diarrhea that accompanies a rotavirus infection is so severe that it can quickly lead to dehydration. Signs of dehydration include: thirst, irritability, restlessness, lethargy, sunken eyes, a dry mouth and tongue, dry skin, fewer trips to the bathroom to urinate, and (in infants) a dry diaper for several hours.


Prevention
The American Academy of Pediatrics (AAP) now recommends a rotavirus vaccine be included in the lineup of routine immunizations given to all infants.
The RotaTeq vaccine has been found to prevent approximately 75% of cases of rotavirus infection and 98% of severe cases. Another vaccine, Rotarix, also is available and is effective in preventing rotavirus infection. Your doctor will have the most current information about these vaccines.
A previous rotavirus vaccine was taken off the market in 1999 because it was linked to an increased risk for intussusception, a type of bowel obstruction, in young infants. Neither RotaTeq nor Rotarix have been found to have this increased risk.
Frequent hand washing is the best tool to limit the spread of rotavirus infection. Kids who are infected should stay home from childcare groups until their diarrhea has ended. In hospitals, rotavirus outbreaks are controlled by isolating infected patients and following strict hand-washing procedures.



My azryl was given rotarix.He took it very well.He even smile to his paed Dr Francis.hehehehe.

Next was the pneumococcal jab.Well this time he cried a bit.hehehehe.But only a little while.He is one tough boy.Oh the type of the jab is syncfluorix.Azryl was overall ok...

Again..Do consult your paed regarding this jab.Its quite pricey as well and do take note it will not cover our beloved child 100% totally from the disease but only will minimise the chances of them getting the disease.I highly recommend this jab to those parent who send their children to the nursery.


Next,

His progress (weight, height,head) for last month.He is doing grat with 69 cm long.His weight is 8.9 kg.(uh ooo.).After went home i straightly put warm bottle to his jab area ...to minimize the swallen area. and gave him fever medication.incase his temperature went high after the jab.He was a bit cranky ..but the next morning..walla he is smillling again. :)

Friday, June 18, 2010

Azryl Pneumococcal Jab

Is tomorrow.....


Therefore i need to prepare myself as he might catch slight fever due to the injection.
I need to breast feed him as much as i can coz breastmilk is good to build his antibody .So far
my boy is a tough one.He is a fighter coz evry session of injections he didnt catched a fever which i am thankful to GOD.

Regarding his progress he likess to roll even while he was asleep.gosh..I need to be more alert next time.


Super elo..u have no idea how much i love u, and i dun want u to pay whatever i gave to u ..because u are my true precious son.And because this is mummy's love towards u.

Cant wait to hear u say "mummy". :)

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Roll over Baby

yeay!!!
I am super duper excited..super elo managed to roll himself to the other side this morning.Thats mummy's boy.the energetic boy.I knew u can do it.!!

He is four months now and getting cuter, chubbier and hairless (uh ooo)hehehehe. Maybe thats why malay culture made the majlis cukur jambul so that new hair can grow ...nevertheless despite being hairless he still maintained with the cuteness smile ever.!!!

And being a four month old baby ,he is now drinking milk with fruit juice.heheeheheh yes dude fruit juice.The reason why he managed to poop everyday with additional juice is in the milk.And i guessed it taste better coz he loikes it so much. :)without any single spill of milk left inside the bottle.

here is a video i managed to capture before he is going to sleep.This video made my day u know.Oh my dear super elo, u do not know how much i love u....and always love u...muacks.
video

Friday, June 11, 2010

Nanny aka Baby Sitter


This topic is vey important to the fulltime working mothers just like Me.Yesterday,as i was on my way back, Azryl Babysitter suddenly rang me and said wether i was be able to fetch myson a bit early coz she had something going on.The things is..it is unplanned and out of the blue she simply asked me like that.Lucky me my mum be able to fetch him as this week currently is school holiday week so she does not occupied with my sisters schedule..the things is i dont rely on my mum so often because she got her own time table plan as i do.Its not that my house and the offce is near dude!!hallo nilai and kl was way too far from each other.


I was quite upset with this scenario la...what if this thing happend again where i will not be able to fetch him as well as my mum.?I was so devastated now..I am not that type of choosy and complicated ...i just need some body that will be able to take care of my precious son properly.I do not care how much i need to pay ..as long as my son is in safe hands...Why it is so difficult?

Haiyo,.......I need to speak to her today regarding this matter.Dun worry wont scold her just give her note to aware me at least one day earlier so that i can PLAN.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Help i need some sleep..

Gloomy morning to start with...


Gosh, I had a hectic schedule for this week and i nearly surrender wokeh...seriously i need some rest wif nothing disturb me.


Since i stayed in nilai ,the travel distance between home and the office seems to be like from the earth and the moon.FAR... FAR... awaY..........ayayai...
With sleepless night i have been through for the past 4 months making my head turned topsy turvy...Seriously i need to adjust my skill on time management.Please lin...u cant say time is not enough for u..because there must be a reason why 24 hours is considered as one day.because they must calculated it and say its enough for human being to get rest,to feed their stomach , to full fill all their need in just 24 hours.

Before this i used to stayed just nearby office and i was like lenggang kangkung ...and took my own sweet time to get up.Hello!!knock it off!!

You got super elo now................that means u got to readjust and please move from your lazy zone towards energetic zone.

Therefore,
1.I need appropriate rest
2.Well balance diet as i still breastfeed azryl
3.should considering taking additional supplement to keep my energy level always UP
4.Less thinking about all sorts of problems.money,husband,being fat...lol hehehe


there u go, tho i am super duper tired seeing super elo after came back from work is like i aleady won a big price after working one whole day....seeing his sincere smile make my heart melted.And all trouble thats been oozing ,buzzing around my head mysteriously dissappeared.
Seriously baby's always amazed us each day wif their new skills and abilities.
Nevertherless i am grateful that I was been chosen By HIM to be a mother to a wonderful child...my dear super elo.

So peeps here is a short video for u taken while super elo was sleeping last night...enjoy


video

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Constipation

Dear beloved blog,



Yesterday was the fourth day Azryl aka super elo did not poop.which made mummy's heart worried.Haish....lucky the same day he pooped twice!!haiyo what a great relief wokeh to listen from his baby sitter that he finally poop.I thought of taking him to hospital the next day...



I am not worried if he is fully breastfeed as breast milk will digest well in the stomach.But unfortunately super elo drinks two types of milk.Formula and breastmilk.He was fully formula during at baby sitter house and fully breastmilk whenever he is wif me.
According to the baby sitter the texture of the poop is not hard..which is good and the color also ok..double good.hehehehe.Well i need to drink fruit juice from now on..pity him la for the past four day.Mummy loves u ok super elo..and u going to be four month soon.

Lets check it out what u capable of when u enter 4 months old:

How I Grow
I turn my head in all directions.
I lift my head when I'm on my back and grab my feet with my hands.
I prefer sitting to lying down -- it's more interesting.
I stretch my legs out straight when I'm on my back or stomach.
I can hold small objects in my hands.
I put things in my mouth.
I splash and kick with my hands and feet when I'm in the bathtub.

How I Talk
I babble and copy sounds like coughing and clicking my tongue. I can do this for a long time.
I coo, grin, and squeal with joy when you talk to me.
I can tell you if I am happy or unhappy by the sounds I make.
How I Respond
I love to see myself in the mirror.
I like some people and am shy or scared of other people.
I can tell if I am in a new or strange situation or place.

How I Understand
I can remember things for about 5 seconds.
I know if something is near me or far from me.
How I Feel
I get excited when I'm having fun -- everything is a game to me.
I may cry when you stop paying attention to me or take a toy away.
Stranger Shyness

At around 4 months, many babies start to respond differently to the people they know and the people they don't know.
Baby will talk, coo, and laugh with the people he sees every day. But when a stranger (perhaps even Grandmother) picks up Baby, he may be quiet or even scream.
This is normal behavior and a sign that baby is aware of the people around him.
He is learning that not all people are the same. He is likely to accept new people after he has spent some time with them and knows that he can trust them.




OOOOOwww so sweet..one thing i noticed super elo likes to play 'peekaboo' wif mummy.Cant wait to see u darl..till then..hug and lots of kisses to u .

Monday, June 7, 2010

When i miss him...



Yesterday managed to captured some of super elo faces in different modes.He actually likes to take picterd in fact enjoyed it so much!!


I miss my dear super elo,




here is da pictures that i managed to capture yesterday..and video as well .


GUGU GAGA Super Elo!!

encem boy mummy

Muchuk macam.heheheeh

video

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

IF i....

Got enough money.........,


I dun want to work, infact i want to be full time mommy to my lil' prince.Not just that, i will straight away pack up my clothes and fly straight to my hubby.I just want three of us together under one roof.No more seperation.

But..Life is not as easy as we always want is.But it is not wrong to plan.

Plan stage 1:
1. Save enough money to buy house equipments.
2.Find a good baby sitter near the office so that i dun have to travel so far to go to work.
3.Obviously find a house to rent.Its easy but depending on the budget of course.


In three years time we going to make another plan, wether i have to move to Perlis or vice versa.Duit buleh cari, but quality times with the prince is something that tak buleh ditukar ganti.Day by day dia membesar and that moment tak akan berulang dah.Provided if u want a second baby of course.hehehehe.....

Nevertheless its always a heart breaking to leave azryl with big wide smile every time i went to work.Tears always falling out easily when i start my engine early dawn..heading to work.
Oh Mighty Mercy, untill now U always make my motherhood jorney went smooth,Now I Plead U Again, as Your Hopeless Servant,Please ensure my son is safe and I do really hope someday three of us will unite again..no separation .......ever...amin.