“If I had my had my child to raise over again"
I’d build self-esteem first and the house later
I’d finger paint more and point the finger less
I would do less correcting and more connecting
I’d take my eyes off my watch and watch with my eyes
I would care to know less and know to care more
I’d take more hikes and fly more kites
I’d stop playing serious and seriously play
I would run through more fields and gaze at more stars
I’d do more hugging and less tugging
I’d see the oak tree in the acorn more often
I would be firm less often and affirm much more
I’d model less about the love of power
And more about the power of love.”
Azryl, sometimes mummy knew that deep in your heart u seek more of my attention, u wanted me to splash the whole house with water, u wanted me to tickle u often and listen to your cheerful laugh ,But sometimes i always scold u instead of laughing with u.Because of the hectic jam that i faced everyday i knew sometimes i neglected your wish.
But mummy promised that mummy will make it out with u ok?We will roaming freely at your favorite field of course at cozy dataran nilai near our house.We can jump freely, eating fried bananas while watching other kid playing kites,we play ball,and yes we will have good time later on just like we always do during weekends.
Lastly i want to tell u that i love u so much.God has granted u to us although mummy and abah might not suitable to be your parent and for that, Syukur alhamdullilah you are ours.